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I began to seek out for the exact meaning of what they always called"love" when i started to have some kinda positive energy. something that being automatically released by human-body. i tried to read different  books discussing its meaning. i even went online to get some insight because i was hoping it could help me on how to comprehend love. But none of these books,  articles, blogs online can totally teach me to understand what love really means.


I am now twenty three years old and i have not been  infected yet by the  disease that most people talked about. though back in college when my heart still young and innocent i have dated several guys. some were nice and some were not. there's even this guy who made me feel like i was almost in the high of love. how did i say so? Because i wasn't really sure if what i felt that time was..... love?!. yeah,We're on the phone almost everyday, he always took time to see me, watched movies, brought me to some places that helped us to discover each souls. and every time we're together i felt some energy that was in-explainable. there's a light in his eyes that speaks unfathomable. So tell me, was it?




And honestly, when it comes to this kind of search i still considered myself as a greenhorn. like a little baby that needed to be spoon-fed. however, along in my journey on finding its true meaning, i came to realize that NO books can exactly define what it is. And NO articles, blogs can even give you a hint. Because only through experience with true person and emotions  you will understand profoundly the meaning of love. And proudly to say , until now i'm still on my search. believing into something that the eyes don't see but the heart can reveal. i'm very positive and hopeful that someday , someone will come to define its existence.